june 1st, los angeles, ca

full moon , new moon, i dont want you for a lover


i wrote to GRAM PARSONS on a tuesday afternoon
the sky deep, the sun high
and me i sat between two men who were talking bout tattooed dragons
and alienated labor
what about alienated love, does anyone care too much of the existence of that
is it harder to love those who are good?
my father said it best "love is temporary, you'll always find someone you love more"
he believes in past lives
but does not play the lottery
neither do i, i never felt lucky enough

i feel like my insides have known you my whole life
it not only scares me but i go into panic about it at least once a month since the day i met you
i was the baby duck  who lost its caretaker, and you were the first i'd see
this all has to sound a bit mad, but you must know it frightens me more than it does you.
i'm off to find the infinite sunshine super casanova, he's got enough records to cure the blues.

x

joshua tree denim man

photo by tony byrd

pappy and harrietts 3 years ago , denim man , joshua tree california

hace 3 anos fuimos todos al desierto, tocaron nuestros amigos en pappys para denim man. era genial nos montamos en caballos, comimos ongos, tocaron musica, cantamos hasta las 6 de la manana x

bird on a wire

 

colby travis hewitt, huntington park california 

sweet dangerous mind

 this is what i look like, this is what i look like when i am missing your guts,
"i get more angry then sad", i said
"i wish i were more like that"
i dont know about you, but i sure do wish i were more sad than angry
it would explain a lot about why i end up waking up the entire night
i wish you'd come home, but on your own terms
on your own special terms,
meaning i hope you come home better than before
not meaning that you weren't good enough before because even then i loved you heaps a millions
maybe even trillions if that's possible.
i can't help but think that the sky is forgetting me,
 i say this because usually when i've come out of these dry spells its the first to wake my spirit up
now it just sits there, in its grey clouds, cold, with tears falling from its own eyes
i dont have enough time to waste anymore on becoming this month's favorite girl of his heart
i make all men think they're the special ones, when its really you that wins them all.

trip up the 5 north

i must say, california's had enough, 

enough of southern hospitality and genuine warm sun

it has had enough of missing insincere friendships and drowning in a pool of hot lava

there are no volcanoes here, nor tornados, nor unlivable six feet snow

california loves sincerely, as i am, 

crazy, manic, and full of enough love to kill your entire family

i don't care that you don't care, for i am not waiting for a good bye  song, just know

that anything  i ever wrote you  was sincere and true sweet friend 

 momentos como estos que aprecio mas california, por las fruitas incriebles, las montanas y la buena vibra

art day with robie

SPACE DUNGEON THUMB SKULL PRINT+ CAM COME HOME PLEASE ALREADY 

 pase todo el dia con bretski haciendo pinturas, colgando pinturas, tocando guitarra y jugando con marble ... aqui una pintura que hico a noche.

 aqui una chaqueta de cuando se casaron joe y miri, bret hico que todos firmaran su chaqueta para regalarselo a joe.

 pinturas que hico su abuelito y una entrada de "carmen"

 willie walker, nuestro amigo del grupo truth and salvage company, un grupo estilo americana absoluto. bien al estilo de the black crowes, the band, y waylon. walker es otro amigo demasiado cercano a mi, me a cuidado mucho estos anos especialmente me a apoyado en todos mis proyectos desde hace anos.

 la ofi de bret, beachwood canyon california

 una pintura que estuvimos haciendo, la comenzo a noche y seguimos por el dia. aqui nuestra mesa de marble,

 bruce dickson uno de los mejores cinematographers que e conosido hico la pelicula de brian mcguire "EVERYTHING WILL HAPPEN BEFORE YOU DIE" que sale pronto por que la acabaron de vender. Bruce me conto estorias bien tristes de elliot smith, fuieron amigos. antes que se murio elliot le dijo a bruce que estaba enfadado por que no querian sacar su disco de "basement on a hill" por que querian algo estilo pop y como estilo good will hunting, despues le dice a bruce "pues la unica manera que van a sacar este disco es si me suicidio. que fuerte por que dos semanas despues se murio pero dice bruce tambien que cree que fue la novia por que era una locissima.

nico, bob dylan, y las vegas

 en agosto de 2010 me fui de viaje con mi amigo nicolas nos fuimos a las vegas una cuidad que nunca me a gustado en la vida, y digo e ido milles de veces, y no me hacia ninguna gracia hasta que fui con nicolas. es que lo tienes que conocer para entender por que me la pase reindome tanto que hasta lloraba pero lloraba de la riza. cuando ivamos de camino pasamos por peggy sue's , hamas e ido pero te lo juro que sientes como se estuvieras en los 50s  , aqui lo tienes.... es un amigo increible que apenas e conosido bien poco tiempo (gracias a adan) digo a lo mejor un ano o algo. se lleva genial con mi hermanito y hasta fueron a un concierto de motley crue y ozzy juntos. cuando mi hermano estuvo en el hospital me mando fotos de este concierto para ayudar a mi hermano con su memoria. abajo un libro que me regalo, yo siempre le regalo cosas de elvis y el a mi de bob dylan, son vuestros idolos.